No one want to be an abused sugar baby NZ. It is really different that you are in a relationship where you are not only being verbally abused but also being beaten every now and then. Beating can come in any form and can even just start with a single shoving that is often neglected. When your partner definitely lacks control of slapping or pushing you when he is angry, then it is a sign that it can grow into more painful beating. When he starts to get used to slapping or pushing you then he may think that you deserve it because you are not doing anything about it. And that is not how it should be. You are not deserving to be in an abusive relationship. Have the courage to ask for help especially from your parents. They would be able to give you advice on what to do best on that kind of situation. Never compromise and be determined with the decision you make.